Thanks RayY and RayP. I appreciate your kind words. I really don't want to have to talk about it. The past is just that the past, I just want to look to the future.My future is in California and I will be moving there this summer. I have very good friends there and someone special there who loves me very much. And I feel the same about him. I am the only Atheuth on facebook, you all should check out my profile picture. I look a lot different. And Art thanks for being there for me on facebook, your one of my best friends!